another year older

In one hour i'll be turning 30 and will start a new path of my perplexed labyrinth. It will be my first birthday away from my family, not literally alone but I feel so melancholic. Sometimes I want to ask the world, why the hell am here? Is this really what I want to do? And or have I done something prudent in the past 29 years of my life? Pardon me for being so melodramatic but I have to vent. I feel so alone.

No matter what will happen on my 30^th birthday, I don’t think it will be a happy one….it’ll just be a Birthday!

Good thing there are comic strips of Cathy over the web to browse and read... at least something to cheer me up!